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fantasies invoked

destinies followed

leading to dead ends

like always



like a broken compass





sometimes i feel like you are a stranger

i know all too well

pasta e fagioli

lei e il mio amore italiana

i eat as i think of you

and that Cure poster over your bed

that you handcuffed me to

*(the bed not the poster)*

as your hand held tight on my neck

when you climbed onto me

in the…

an elegant shadow

dipped in slight light from a curtain

slightly open

the red fabric with black hair draped

the curtain

lifted like a skirt

letting in the flesh i wanted to see

gracefully and pressing

leaning against the…

a goddess in a feather headdress

i remember you smoking on your porch

"unsealed on a porch a letter sent"

with a poem inside

that you'd keep for 20 years

a poem i don't really remember anymore

the words written by hand

for that…

My little Petit Syrah

you devlish girl

dark and violet

violent

at least when i bind your hands

behind you

Squirming angel

your grins make me wither

and whimper and tremble

and slightly motivated

down there

as i see…

sometimes in the slight moment

awaking

there is nothing

but a sense of

closeness

but to energy and not a who

and i see your face in my mind

like in the dream

a vision of some future

that feels real

a future that somehow…

Remember that time in the basement

Remember the time I kissed your brother

and you took a photo

Remember that time I kissed that other girl

and that other girl

Remember the time I licked your lips

Remember the time I told you…

my funny madonna

my clandestine amor

making her silly girl faces



I an your elusive delusion

Jesus is an angel

After all

Of your imagination

A sad song remembered

you wanted to believe in me

As much as I want to believe…

my wide eyed girl

i hear the fragility in your voice

oh mi bebe

don't cry more



for the life

for the destiny

for the clandestine entropy

siempre invoked

the heart broke

the silence



and suffering swallowed within…

My clandestine love

hiding in plain sight

in the mirror (tu espejo)

{en un espejo azul}

de San Blas



the Carmen beach

en la playa del carmen

where i first glanced

at a foto of you

from a yearbook

esta ano

…

sister salome

sister salome was so innocent when i met her
down in the basement
with those huge eyes ablaze
with life and that flowerful passion
i remember ever so vaguely

the bar chair i sat next to you
you told me the story of the…

Delusions of Immortality

vampire disciples
and disciplines of
immortality
every day ends the same
like life
like a flower garden studied
picked roses
soon to blacken and die
(or end up on a porch as a gift misunderstood)
like those water…

i remember you as a child
oh how i pined over you
that face
"a thousand ships"
"a thousand hours"
how you launch me and the kisses
i remember your mouth
like your almond eyes
and your tongue
mine
then and once again in a philadelphia…

kissing salome
something at my age i regret (not doing)
thinking of how i could smell your breathe
as you sit cross legged at the bar
your cigarette closer to me than that beautiful mouth
(that I watch as much as I tried to listen to)
i…

sometimes in the slight moment
awaking
there is nothing
but a sense of
closeness
but to energy and not a who
and i see your face in my mind
like in the dream
a vision of some future
that feels real
a future that somehow i know exists…